深刻的体会到，我在自律与放任之间摇摆，小的时候，那个自律的我，与现在的我已经渐行渐远了，我努力的想找回想过去那样自律的我，却最终发现自己似乎越走越远……

hi,guy,cheer up and find out what you were in the early years!!!

please believe in youself!!!

hold and keep on